Have The Cake and Eat It?
Is it possible to have the cake and eat it too? Hmm, perhaps… maybe… maybe we could indeed have the best of both world. My mind drifted to so many occasions which I thought I had my cake and ate it too…
Strange enough, right now, I don’t think so, not anymore! ‘No, YOU can’t have your cake and eat it too! YOU can’t! YOU hear me?! Either eat YOUR cake or have the crumbs in bed with YOU!’, I thought I heard myself shrieking hysterically…
The wall of self denial is slowly tumbling down. I guess wasn’t blind all this while. It’s the blind eye that she turned on. Every memory flashes back so vividly and quickly. She wanna push the ‘STOP’ button but there ain’t no such button. She can’t defy the power of the unleashed memories. Too weak to fight back, she lets her memory flows freely. Still standing alone in the windy stairway after a heart wrenching goodbye it’s her… night breeze blew over her face, drying the tears she cried while comforting her broken soul. How long ago that was… or it’s only just yesterday?
No, this time YOU won’t have YOUR nice little slice of strawberry cheese cake and eat it! I won’t let it!
Go find something else!
